I didn't think I would have one for this week but I was inspired by all of the pictures from last week to get more creative then just a shot of my face.
This is more then a reflection of me but more of how I am feeling right now. I am grateful that he is state side and not deployed, I try not to cry, I'm holding it together best I can for my boys, I miss him terribly, I get a knot in my throat when the baby says daddy in Texas, I day dream about making our new home in a few months, I am thankful that we have a secure future, I pray for the families who have their loved ones at war.
My husband proudly serves our country and is away right now on a TDY. He's been gone since February and we wont see him until late June. For those of you who are not military it's a trip that they are sent on for training or just a part of the job. I don't want anyone to confuse it with a "Deployment" when our men and women are sent over seas, usually it's state side and they are in no harm. That being said it isn't any easier having your spouse away from you. I am home raising our 3 boys solo and explaining to my baby why daddy is gone and yes we will see him again. The older two know what it's like for daddy to be gone. A few years ago he did deploy to Iraq for 9 months and thankfully came home to us safe and sound.